I post about feminism, racism, queer issues, Goth and other subcultures, fashion, fandoms, and I also make lots of obnoxious text posts.
Holy Bat ☥ Holly ☥ 20 years old ☥ Scorpio ☥ INTJ ☥ Catholic ☥ Bisexual ☥ Cis Female ☥ Latina ☥ Taken ☥ Advertisement Student ☥ Goth
I am a lady of many interests who blogs as if I had too much free time while I actually don't. ☥ I am very attracted to femininity and masculinity, but in different ways (Which is why I won't identify as pansexual). ☥ I've been in the same relationship for more than 4 years and a half. ☥ I'm a cat kind of gal. ☥ I am a a very liberal girl with a very prudish lifestyle, and anger issues. ☥ When I'm not pissed or depressed I'm actually funny and nice. ☥ Also I have BPD. Just a warning, not an excuse.

I will start by saying that I try to be 100% honest about myself in this blog. The things I can not say or that I might lie about are only the things I can’t talk about with absolutely anybody (And in many aspects I’m an extremely private person to the point it’s actually a negative trait of mine).
I am currently 20 years old. I’m an advertisement student who plans on working as an image counselor in the future, own a boutique, and if I’m still together with my current boyfriend of 4 years, also a delivery that we’ll run together.
I am Catholic, any questions about my beliefs and my faith are welcome, but please stay respectful.
I’m a cis bisexual female. For me bisexual isn’t only limited to men and women, I also find androgynous/genderqueer people attractive, but I don’t define myself as pansexual because I’m not “gender-blind”, gender does matter to me in terms of attraction. And by the way, I consider trans women and trans men to be just as much as women or men as cis-gendered people are, which is why until now I didn’t separate the two.
I am pro gay rights, women’s rights, trans’ rights, and basically all kinds of human rights. I’m against racism, cultural appropriation and I strongly believe in religious freedom.
I will mostly reblog content of the following kind:
I will also keep conversations with my Tumblr friends through reblogs and post replies. If you don’t like that you are welcome to click unfollow. No hard feelings.
I am a proud person, and I’m very impulsive and hot headed, so please, if I’ve made any mistakes in my treatment towards you or someone else, or you have something to call me out on, you are more than entitled to tell me. Please do it. I don’t tolerate injustice or undeserved cruelty, so if I commit any of those I want to be called out on it so I can correct what I’ve done wrong. Despite appearances I don’t bite, I swear.
However, if I consider I’ve done nothing wrong I will not change my behavior. This doesn’t mean that telling me I’ve done or said something wrong is useless, it only means that if you’ll come to my askbox to whine or try to manipulate me emotionally or something alike, you better don’t spend your asks on me. Come to me with clear reasons and arguments.
Musical tastes:
My favorite genre of music is Goth music. There after, Darkwave, Deathrock, Dark Ambient, Dark Electro, Pop, and some others that I listen to a lot less.
My favorite artists are Faith and The Muse, London After Midnight, Nosferatu, The Awakening, Christian Death, Chants of Maldoror, Ghost Dance, Angelspit, Switchblade Symphony, Sopor Aeternus, The Crüxshadows, Siouxsie and The Banshees, The Sisters if Mercy, Inkubus Sukkubus, Depeche Mode, Rosetta Stone, The Cure, Specimen, The 69 Eyes, Lady Gaga, Britney Spears, Paralysed Age, Diva Destruction, Bloody Dead and Sexy, Eat Your Make-Up, Cinema Strange.
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THE BASICS
Name: Ester.
Gender: Cis female.
Age: 20.
Screen Name: HolyBat
Birthday: October 28th, 1991.
Race: Hispanic (Chilean). As most Chileans, I’m mixed, and from all the ethnicities I come from, I identify most strongly with Spanish, Italian and Pascuense, or just Chilean.
School/Grade: Third year of Advertisement.
Hometown: Santiago, Chile.
Pets: Two cats (One is mine, the other belongs to my sister).
APPEARANCE
Hair Color: Dark brown/black.
Is it Dyed? No.
Eye color: Very dark brown.
Height: 1.59 mts / 5’2”
Freckles: No.
Body Type: Thin.
Piercings: None.
Want More? No.
Tatoos? None.
Want More? No.
LIKES/DISLIKES
Favorite Color(s): Burgundy, all shades of red, black, pink.
Favorite Number: 5.
Favorite Animal: Cats, snakes, all types of felines, crocodiles, ravens, falcons.
Least Favorite Animal: Dogs.
Favorite Flower: Roses and lilies.
Favorite Food: Italian, Cantonese, Chilean, SEA FOOD, Arabic, sushi.
Favorite Junk Food: Pizza.
Favorite Ice Cream Flavor: Swiss chocolate, pineapple, strawberry, raspberry.
Favorite Candy: Bitter chocolate with orange.
Favorite Alcoholic Drink: Pinha colada.
Favorite NON Alcoholic Drink: Natural raspberry juice.
Favorite Genre of Music: Goth.
Favorite Book: Frankenstein by Mary Shelley, Brave New World by Aldous Huxley.
Favorite Type of Movie: Animation, supernatural horror, comedy, romance.
Favorite TV Show: Two and a Half Men, Friends, That 70s Show, Two Broke Girls, The Big Bang Theory.
Favorite Season of the Year: Winter.
Best Friend: My sister.
Worst Enemy: Myself. And dogs.
Favorite Day of the Week: Friday.
Favorite Sport: DOES TUMBLR COUNT OR
Sport You Hate: All of them.
One thing you can’t get enough of: Beauty.
One thing you hate more than anything: Abuse of power and privilege.
LOVE LIFE
Are You Single? No.
Ever Kiss in the Rain? Yes.
In a Movie Theater? Yes.
Underwater? No.
Ever Made out With Just a Friend? No.
Ever Had Sex With Just a Friend? No.
Do you Flirt a Lot? Not at all.
Longest Relationship: 4 years.
Shortest: 2 months.
Have you Ever Gotten a Poem? No.
Ever Get Flowers? Yes.
Do you Like Valentine’s Day or Sweetest Day? I have no special opinions about this date.
Do you Believe in Love at First Sight? No.
Do you Fall in Love Fast? 20 years old. Only been in love twice. Do the math.
Would you ever Hook Up With Someone of the Same sex? If I wasn’t dating Joaquín and I was in love with another girl, yes.
Ever cried over someone of the opposite sex? Yes.
Are you a slut? No one is a slut.
Ever been called one? Yes. Because I refused to show my boobs on webcam to a stranger lol
Ever dated someone more than once? No. I don’t think I could ever do that.
Do you ever make the first move? No. Too proud and awkward.
Do you want to get married? Yes.
Do you care about looks? Yes, to some extent.
Have an obsession? Not romantic obsessions at least.
Ever smile for no reason? Yes.
Talk to yourself? Yes. Holly and I fight a lot.
Do you have any regrets? Too many.
Believe in magick? Yes.
Do you support gay marriage? Yes.
Sex before marriage? Yes, but I don’t practice it.
Do you trust people easily? No.
Forgive easily? No.
Do you get along with your parents? Yes.
What about other people? As long as they don’t get on my bad side…
Biggest Fear: Failure.
Biggest Weakness: My pride and my anger management issues.
Do you play an instrument? Piano.
PERSONALITY TRAITS - Are you…
A bitch? When necessary.
A daydreamer? Yes.
Shy? I’m an extreme introvert with very well developed self confidence and social skills.
Talkative? Depends on my mood and with whom.
Depressed? I have my moments.
Nice? Depends on the people and my mood.
Mean? Nope. Unless someone had it coming, but mostly I’m not.
Trustworthy? In some aspects.
Smart? Nothing out of the norm.
Sarcastic? Always.
Dependable? Not much.
Weird? No?
Strong (emotionally)? No, but I like to pretend that I am.
Strong (physically)? No. My hands, wrists and fingers are especially weak, and thin.
Logical? Yes, and no. I’m bot extremely reasonable and irrational at the same time.
Religious? Yes.
Indesicive? Rarely, I make my decisions very quickly.
Creative? Not enough.
Easily Amused? No.
Lazy? Yes.
Scary? I can be scary. Very scary apparently as I’ve been told. It’s not always on purpose.
Curious? Yes.
Determined? Yes.
Artistic? Yes.
Controlling? A little, but with good intentions.
Stubborn? Always.
Ambitious? Yes.
Jealous? Reasonably jealous.
Rational? When I dissociate from my emotions, yes.
